How is life?? So many colors, so many shades, so many blues and so many grays!  

How something touches your heart instantly, how someone moulds you in his thoughts that you get so entwined from where coming out becomes so difficult. You are in your own world, your own little space and something comes up which takes you to a flashback, memories you left far behind, instances you never again want to rewind. It keeps a check on your peace of mind till you are totally in a state of unrest. What to do? How to handle? Is now the quest. 

You are in a sway between your past and present. That past which is gone but still did not pass!

Days turn into months and years and with each passing day you feel nothing has changed, but when you look back you see that you have crossed a whole long distance. You have crossed an entire ocean of emotions, a whole desert of whirlwinds, an entire mountain of thorns. And then you realize, that because of the ocean you learnt how to swim. Because of the desert you learnt how to stay stable, and because of the thorns you learnt that painstaking walk!!!! 

Those moments of déjà vu shudder you in your mind and fill in thousands of more thoughts which never even happened, or will happen but you just imagine them….  

The steepest challenge now is how to clear that clutter of thoughts because you always do not want people to know what’s going on in your mind. Some might not understand and some might just take it otherwise. Well, you don’t really need to pour it out on someone else or suppress yourself with that burden.  It’s just a dense thought, a passing cloud which might burst on you but then shall be dormant. What has hurt you once or affected so deeply to leave a scar, don’t let that crush you again. Wait for that cloud to pass… yes, it shall because, now its not ‘’it is’’ … it’s ‘’it was”!!! The scar is just a scar, not that painful anymore!!  

Your ‘is’ which is your present is overpowering you, and now when you know how to swim and walk through everything, hold your hand to stay stable….  It’s all in the mind!!